Tuesday, July 24, 2012

a cuddle and a feeling

The night before DJ and I found out that we were having a boy I layed in bed so anxious to finally know whether this baby inside of me was a he or she.  I layed on my side with my little woogie bear, Bowie, curled up next to me and I just had this feeling wash over me that I was going to have a boy.  Up until that moment I truly believed that Baby Bloom was a girl.  Despite all of the internet signs that indicated that I would be having a boy (the line on my belly goes from the top to the bottom not just from my belly button down, chinese gender chart, etc)  I still thought it would be a girl.  But at that moment I could just picture this little furry boy that I was cuddling next to at that moment would be replaced with a much less furry baby boy in a few months.  It was a feeling of deja vu even though this is my first baby.  Get here soon Baby Bloom so that I can start cuddling you!


Rachel said...

The day before megan found out she was having a girl I woke up in the middle of the night out of a dead sleep and said to myself, its a girl!! : )

Marianne said...

I feel like I almost here this from every mom, they just get that feeling or dream right before they find out. I wonder if I will :/ We shall see! Love ya girl!! xo

Laura said...

@marianne you will! love you and baby!